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Happy Graduation, Michael!

Now, now, listen here mister, you better fucking read this note. And I will know if you do or not. I have my ways. I wont be a sapster I promise. I think you might actually like what I have to say for once in your life.

Im pretty pissed at myself for writing this because for the last two months I have promised myself I wouldn’t think about you, tlak about you, look at you, creep on you or talk to you because that space is what I needed and what you wanted. I really really hope that when you said that you didn’t like me as a person that you really were talking about you didn’t like how I was acting or just trying to get me to shut up which I guess is understandable…because regardless of anything else that happened between us, you were once my very best friend, and the person I trusted most. And I find it hard to believe that that was all a joke or a charade for you. Youre smart but you certainly aren’t that patient. Anyways, its been like idk what? 5 months now? Its time to put our big girl panties on and start being mature.

Im so sorry for putting so much of myself into you. Im so extremely sorry that I overwhelmed you like that. Through that I learned that you have to love yourself and be content in that person before you love someone else.and you know what that is on me. That is completely my fault for doing that and pushing you away and letting you get away with everything because I was too insecure to say a thing about it.

I want to say thank you so much. For indirectly teaching me to grow up, teaching me ppatience, and strength and hope for the future. I really do owe you for those things. I hope I couold teach you a few things too. Like how to deal with emotional people, how to kiss someone and make them fly(okay sorry cheesy but true) how to love someone, and have an amazing summer and fall with them. And maybe a few other valuable things. I hope I could do that for you.

I still miss you sometimes. I really do. Because missing someone isn’t about how long its been or what happened, its about wanting one very thing about someone to be next o you, to relive a moment you had with them. And I still have those with you. Like when I hear the song “blow” by my girl ke$ha or pitbulls hit single “give me everything” and even our fav “I will follow you into the dark” which I still cant listen to.  When I hear those, Im taken back to last summer when we would lay in bed then go over to vinces and smoke and play video games(you would and id watch) and those cray nights in peoples guest rooms or in the odyssey.  When I think about those good times we had, I still miss you.

But im better now. Im over it. And that feels so good to say and mean but its true. And now I can be truthful in saying that I wish nothing but the best for you and id love to hear all about the success youre going to have when you embark on your johns Hopkins journey.

Maybe it was the sex, and the physical connection girls have to their firsts but I will always care about you Michael. Always. You were my first time, my first love, my first heartbreak, my first mistake, and my first lesson. And I will never forget you.

So go do great things. Because I know how capable you are, young man. Be confident when you go up there and make great friends and don’t look back, just look ahead at the amazing life you have ahead of you on your own.  You will do great things Dr. O’Connell. I know it.

                                -Your beautiful exgurlf, Bridget.

Ps. Keep this forever and don’t forget me.

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